4am convo. / Anfang März.

The year is lively dead.
The sobbing smiling face.
The emptiness of the substantial.
The sullen joyfulness.
The affection with despite.
The end is the beginning.
The trust with suspision.
The past is new.
The future is not what it used to be.
The life is now.

沒有極喜極悲，沒有什麼喜歡或是討厭
大致上就是那種有情緒但曲線圖表是直線那種意思，
頭一次我把人生中的多種情緒一次品嘗，極端又圓融的狀態 。
Where it started is where it ended, and where it ended is where it's starting.


我不知道這有無道理，但是該學著寬恕，人生才得以延續。